My new desktop, see how cute it is? (^_-)-☆
Can you see my new desktop icons? Aren't they kawaii? It took me almost an hour to change the old icons into this but it's so worth it though it was rather head aching and annoying.
It was really hard for me to decide what wallpaper to choose. The desktop icons has some wallies that would pair to them but i don't like it very much, it's not very me. I was planing to have a Junsu wallpaper since i had Jaejoong and Yoochun the last time but then i thought i should have all the member on it instead. There were many wallpapers to choose from devianart but i want something that is not looking at you, know what i mean? I feel a bit awkward when a picture is looking straight at you. It's hard to explain. I felt like TVXQ is looking at me, weird eh? My first choice was the Step by Step wallpaper, it matches really well with icons but yeah.. my weirdness attacked again... I saw a Mirotic wallpaper but i'm afraid my mom will tell me that i like watching gayporns. (O.O;) *no offense TVXQ! You don't look like gays, my mom just think you do. (Parents would never understand the obsession of girls with pretty guys, sigh (T.T)) Then i end up with this, the Summer Dream wallpaper. It matches well with the icons, right?
Click Here to download the desktop icons. Enough about that desktop thing. Today, i feel like i wanna be umm,
free? No, not that free
i can do anything i want to. Free as in, free from the things
i don't like to do. I feel so
awkward, nervous, empty, sad, and miserable (X_X) this past few weeks and i really, really hate it. I wish this month would be over, and then i'll finally know that i'm free.
Why does it has to be me??? I wanna quit! But i can't! (¬_¬)
I felt like i can't do it, but i also felt like i have to do it for the sake of
people getting to know me and for the sake of
actually facing my fears. I try to think more positive, and that some people has more worst scenario than i'm in right now. But thinking that way, i feel like even if that scenario of theirs is much worst than mine at least they
like what there doing.
And oh, this is not a between life and death problem. You wouldn't understand the heck what i'm talking about, i just wanna
rant. ~~ Argh, i'm so
lack of self confidence that's why!! I'm like a
snail who can't get out on its shell!! A
ugly little caterpillar!
After all of this is over, i have to do something....though i have no idea what it is......Enough Said...
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